Sorry, I had to put in a picture format because my computer crashed when I tried to write the message.

 

Sorry to hear that man. Ive heard of these types of things happening to veterans etc.

The only thing I can think of that you might have is depression or even slight psychosis(sp). I hope that when you go to the doc's again he'll be able to figure it out and get you some good treatment.

 

John, you need to slightly change you life. And stop racial wars. all will be fine!

 

Im glad to see your getting help man, i could see that you were developing some problems over the last year or so.

Your problem seems to be seeded with race. It also seems your distrought about your own ethnicity, i think your apparent desire to be white makes you feel that you will become more caucasian if you act antisemeticly toward other minorities.

good luck.

 

Just a warning.. I will be watching this topic closely, please keep race out of it as much as possible. We want some constructive criticism.. not the usual BS that seems to come from KR's ethinic posts.

 

Hey K R, why don't you come out to the meet with all the rest of th MI folk? Some socializing could help a little maybe... Make some new friends?

 

You need to get out of the Navy my friend. Go to collage. Get a real job. Tho my msn is Peter_2150(@).com if you ever want to talk when I am not on mission I am on most the time.

 

well, I'm on pills right now and I feel f***ing great. I can't wait to serve my country when I get to Iraq next year. If they put me in for construction or prison security, I'm going to be f***ing pissed. I want to actually use my weapon.

 

Glad to hear you are feeling better. Remember, do NOT stop taking your pills unless the doc tells you to. Just because you feel better does not mean you are cured. Too many people taking mood altering pills start to feel better and stop taking them, and then they crash into an even deeper depression or what-have-you.

 

Thanks alot brother. These pills were the best thing to happen in my life. It's so wierd.. I used to get depressed on every single video I see on the twin towers... even on the most depressing videos.. now I can't even get depressed. My memory is good now and I'm enjoying life. LIFE IS SO FREAKING AWESOME.

I LOVE EVERYBODY. REGARDLESS OF RACE.